It seems like I'm trying to figure out what I want in all aspects of my life. My major is library sciences one day, film the next- I figure I can continue this indecisive shit for a bit more. Meanwhile I'm trying to stuff as many pop culture references into conversations as I can, and seeing how many lemon drops I can down (being a quarter chinese doesn't help my lightweight status) I tend to be stubborn, moody and very shy; otherwise I'm a charming cynical girl who rarely says no. I get claustrophobic in tight spaces and crowded places. I'd sell my soul for a apricot hefeweizen right now, and I hate feeling impotent and out of control. I can't stand dumb jocks or silly ho's.